My Life since~

My life since June 27, 2010. sunday

I went up from bed.

Ate my breakfast and went to Mactan Cebu International Airport.

Worked my ass out (and texting at the same time c: ).

Got pissed for certain reason.

Was quiet.

Got pawned by scaring the shit out of me (they were terrible T^T).

Was quiet.

Got tripped on the stairs and injured my toes (i ♥ my life).

Went home under-time.

Mom and nanay got angry because i fell down the stairs. (wtf).

I ate my supper.

Slept.

Next day..Monday.

I went up from bed.

Wasn't felt good at all.

I was thinking..kept Thinking.. *@!#?#$%*^%^*

I opened my facebook.

Mom just liked my status about marijuana, WEIRD. *0*

Bi-polar strikes (yes, i am aware of it).

I ate my breakfast/lunch.

Went to school.

First subject was good.

Second subject : STATISTICS

"F#@k, i forgot to buy scientific calculator! T^T"

So I didn't attend my statistics class.

Flunked our very first quiz, and my first absent this school year.

My Life

-bow-

I Love You?

I love you. Three words commonly used by lovers. Words that are mere meaningless for me. They're nothing but words spelled as i-l-o-v-e-y-o-u and enunciate with exaggerating feelings making it more romantic. Well, maybe i'm just acting jerk. For i don't actually know how it feels if someone tells me that. *goosebumps*. Though a lot of random ghastly guys may have said that through texts. But instead of feeling blissful, i kind of felt insulted. I don't know. Didn't sound decent. For me, words like "i like you" or "i admire you" are much more noteworthy. I'm just saying. I mean, we're still teenagers. We haven't gone through enough experience to say that we are indeed "in-love" (ugh~). But, if you are really in love then i am more than happy to hear that. I am just expressing my personal thought upon a certain word that doesn't really have any meaning to me, yet. Another peice of my life. I don't mean to disregard people's beliefs, i swear. Please don't feel offended friends, i like you. :)

LOL

Because of my laziness, I decided to set aside my on going story and maybe continue it next year. Oh you didn't know about it? (view older posts). That's fine. Didn't noticed it myself either. It was just like some sort of diarrhea that I need to let go of and hope it wont happen again,but i know it will. Maybe it's time to face the inevitable truth that writing stories isn't really my talent. Though there are certain scenes of great stories I thought about, but i can't put it into writings. I don't know how to start off a good story. Want me to make it sound worst? I can't play the guitar that well, I can't make a good story ,I don't even know how to freakin' use adobe photoshop and I can't deal with sarcasm. I know last one's a little bit polesapart. Anyway, maybe I will someday retain myself for doing what i've started.

Someday, somehow. Two to five encouragements might do ~> "impossible". :)

This poem was from a young girl who died just now. Yes,just now. She died because of continuous depression and self pity. Please help her soul :D

I have NO talent for editing stuffs such as this so....thank you -E- for that one up there. LOL!

Spongebob the making :)

A TRIBUTE TO SPONGEBOB

Nothing can separate me from watching the best cartoon show of the universe: SPONGEBOB! He always makes me laugh even at my worst mood. I love him and Squidward's a jerk. JK :)

Who is spongebob?

-He is a naïve and goofy sea sponge who works as a fry cook in the fictional underwater town of Bikini Bottom.

SpongeBob is an optimistic and energetic character. His hobbies include jelly-fishing and blowing bubbles with Patrick. He is unaware of how Squidward is annoyed by him.

These are his famous lines that I'll never forget:

• "Squidward this is great. Just you, me, and this brick wall you built between us."
• "You know, if I were to die right now, in some sort of fiery explosion due to the carelessness of a friend...well, that would just be ok."
• "Don't worry, tomorrow we'll be back for more frolic and fun."
• "Squidward, you're steaming. You're like a steamed vegetable, only smarter!"
• "Isn't this great Squidward? Just you & me together for hours and hours and hours! And then the sun'll come up, and it'll be tomorrow, and we'll still be working! It'll be just like a sleepover! Only we'll be sweaty and covered with grease!"
• " You'll never beat me, Im HYDRODYMAMICALY DESIGHNED!!!"

and best of all the famous "im ready!"

But since I started it already with spongebob's sayings, I'm gonna post some of his friends' famous lines as well. :)

PATRICK:

• "Dumb people are just blissfully unaware of how very dumb they are (as he drools)."
• "I wumbo, you wumbo, he she we wumbo, wumboing, wumbology, they study of wumbo...come on Spongebob, this is first grade!"
• "You mean they're taking the thoughts we think we thought and making them thoughts we think we thought... I think."
• It's a vast swirling wonderland of sparkling white pleasure. Let it fill your sences with cascading fluffy pillows of excitent, and comfort, as you've never felt before.

SQUIDWARD:

• "I'm a winner, see my prize. You're a loser who sits and cries!"
• "I order the food, you cook the food. We do that for 40 years, and then we die. That seems like a good deal to me, what do you say? "
• "Patrick, if I had one dollar for every brain you don't have, I'd have one dollar."

Some of their conversations that i'll never forget:

SpongeBob SquarePants: "Hey Squidward want me to cast out right here so you can watch me?"
Squidward: "No! How about you cast out over there so I can ignore you."

Spongebob: Remember, Patrick...Flatter the customer.
*customer opens the door*
Patrick: I love you.

Spongebob: Bye Mr. Krabs Bye Sqiudward, Bye Sqiudward
Patrick: You said bye Squidward twice
Spongebob: I like Squidward

Spongebob: "Hey Squidward. Guess what today is.
Squidward: "Annoy Squidward day?"
Spongebob: "No, silly. That's on the 15th."

Patrick: "Are you Squidward?"
Fire Hydrant: " "
Patrick: "That's ok, take your time."

-the end-

All Time Low....

Shut your mouth and listen closely because this silence isn't easy. I'll break it even harder than before. I'm 18 going on the end of my days, and if words aren't going to cut then i'll find another way. I'm leaving what i know behind. I'm living out my chance to shine like the stars. Now fading from your eyes and i hope you'll understand, please wait till i come home and don't turn my heart to stone. Now the runway lights are fading with the darkness overtaking. I'll leave you standing watching all alone from that pane glass window one million miles away. I'm sorry when i tell you, but i'm coming back someday because i'm leaving what i know behind.

Now fading from your eyes and i hope you'll understand, please wait till i come home and don't turn my heart to stone......

cheesy~

very cheezy~~~~ song.. LoL

What is your blind side?

Some people find me hard to understand. They think that i'm hard to manage and too fragile to handle. But on the other side, some of them find me funny, easy going, patient and best of all, a good listener.

But really am i?

Well, I cannot answer that question. Attitudes you see in me are my blind sides. I have nothing to disagree. Blind sides are the attitudes people see in you. Behaviors that you are not aware of. Some of it may be good things and some may be criticisms. You cannot change your blind side. But you can change what people thought of you. Here are some of my visible sides (attitudes i am aware of):

○I am very patient.

○I am a lazy ass. ^_^

○Sarcasm is no where in my vocabulary (this i'm not sure)

○I love revenge.

○I always think i'm ugly.

○I get jealous easily. (and can get over it in a minute)

○I listen to people when they are talking even if it annoys me or i'm no mood for chit chat. (not all the time of course)

○I swear alot inside the house.

○I get easily disappointed.

○I'm quiet when i'm mad.

○I hate it when someone stares at me for more than a minute. (especially if it's a boy)

○But I love staring to other people, for hours. :D

○I stalk. (beware..)

and~....

Shoot, I forgot some of them.

And that's about it. A piece of myself, for you.

How about you? I would love to know more about YOU...yes you. :)

Chapter two: Forgotten

The accident was a shock to everyone. All of Jiro and Eimy's friend went to the hospital where they were rushed. Sadly Jiro didn't make it alive. He was dead on spot where the accident happened.

But what about Eimy?.....

Iwa arrived and directly went to the information booth, "Excuse me Miss, do you know where Eimy Gem is??" she asked,exhaustedly. The woman answered that Eimy is still inside the emergency room. So Iwa waited. Her heart were beating like bongos. One hour later the doctor came out. "Doc, i'm Eimy's friend, is she okay??". "Well,luckily she managed to fight and made it through few operations, she is still unconscious. You may go inside and do call me if you need help." the doctor said. Yes, that was a relief in Iwa's part. She went inside and there she met Eimy's parents. They talked about Eimy's childhood, on how she got through different fights, and of course they talked about how they love their only daughter. Later on..

Eimy: Where am i?

Iwa: Eimy! thanks goodness your alright! What happened?

Eimy: uhhhhh...what?

Iwa: it's ok. Just take a rest and we'll all talk about it tomorrow, okay?

Eimy: where am i?

Iwa: You're at the hospital. Jiro didn't make it Eimy. He's dead. *cries*

Eimy: Im sorry but.... who's Jiro? and... who are you?

Iwa: Wha~

Oh no. Eimy lost her memory. She'd forgotten all about herself, family and friends. Having an amnesia is damn difficult. The doctor said he expected it to happen and may take a year for Eimy to recover her memory. Her parents burst to tears as they heard the terrible news. "Im very sorry about what happened to Eimy, I should probably go home now and i promise i'll be back tomorrow." Iwa left and went home. Upset and sad.Though it all happen because of the accident. But being forgotten by someone is really hard to accept. Memories they made together with their other friends. Good memories. They're all gone. Vanished in one night. But Iwa didn't lose hope. She know one day everything will be back to normal. That all of this will soon be yesterday.

She wished and hoped as she cry herself to sleep.

To be continued ^_^

I welcome all criticism :)

Bieber and Miley

A lot of girls love Justin Bieber. Almost all of them wished to be his girlfriend (except me, of course). But somehow it bugs me why a lot of people also hates him for no reason. I mean, he's a kid, boy to be specific and knows how to sing and dance. Pretty much normal. So why hate Bieber? I'm not defending him or whatever. (geeez, I ain't a PEDO haha!) So yeah, why? Later on he'll grow up, he'll experience puberty and someday we'll all gonna miss his pervy voice. I'm just saying. ^_^

And now Miley Cyrus. I gotta admit she has awesome voice. She can sing very well and she's kindah pretty too. And just like Bieber, she's also hated by many. For different reason. Oh well, it's up to you guys. I'm not telling you to like her or hate her. (geeeez I ain't lesbian haha!)

But honestly though, I kind of suspect Miley's teeth. There is something evil in her teeth. I don't know. *goosebumps*

OJT at MCIA (public affairs)

On-Job-Training is probably the most epic thing a student needs to do. Specially when you're assigned at the information booth in Mactan Cebu International Airport, like me. This is what we usually do there:

☺Page or announce random names.

☺Call 15-20 person for reminders. (Phone call)

☺Cut newspapers that talks about MCIA.

☺and random tasks that involves walking.

Yeah it is very pathetic. But now i'm sick, and totally loving it rather than staying at the airport doing nothing but standing and walking. *LoL*

But I hope soon this training will help me become what my parents expects me to be...

A Flight Attendant...............................................BUMMER. I want to be a rockstar and not this!! JK ^_^