this may serve as my revenge...

Still don't have anything to say. And i'm kindah pissed but i'm not sure why. Screw my life,please. I'm still posting my favorite lyrics. And this time it's hardcore. "ALESANA".

Love there song. Really awesome. No, im not being mean..im just..... OK i am.. :)

"You may think you're clever, but you're not..You better get the coffins out..Trust me kid that's where you're sleeping tonight" -this is usually the part where people scream

"emptiness has darkened my eyes as I hopelessly beg for my life to end...tell me why???" -tilting the hourglass

"I can't explain what's happening inside of me...I refuse to fight you anymore..All I know is I have to make sure...make sure you never wake up again" -goodbye, goodnight..for good

"no one ever said that life was fair and I'm not saying that it should be..so knowing that you are where you want to be and I'm not comes as no surprise...but don't expect me to be happy for you and don't smile at me and tell me things will work out for me too..I don't want your pity... I hate your pity" -congratulation, i hate you

So random...

I hate it when I feel so lonely all of a sudden. When i seem to feel that something's wrong when there really isn't. (boooo! what a baby..) So now I'll just post another lyrics from my other favorite band : "All Time Low"

I'm not being emo. I just love their songs...HAHA!

"Manage me, I'm a mess.. Turn a page, i'm a book half unread." -weightless

"Therapy you were never a friend to me..you can choke on your misery." -therapy

"Forgive me i'm trying to find my calling, i'm calling tonight...i don't mean to be a bother but have you seen this girl?" -remembering Sunday

"The neighbors said she moved away, funny how it rained all day..i didn't think much of it then but it starting to all make sense." remembering sundae

"Don't be so sentimental, no...this love is accidental, so give it up this was never meant to be more than a memory for you" -break your little heart

"Make a fool of myself when you hang around...When you're gone i'm a match that's burning out..Could've been, should've done what i said i was going to, but i never promised you." -damned if i do ya, damned if i don't

"Hey there it's good to see you again..It never felt right calling this just friends...I'm happy if you're happy with yourself" -walls

MAYDAY PARADE ♥♥♥

I ran out of things to say now so i'll just post some awesome lines from different songs of Mayday Parade... I'm not being cheezy... Just love their song. :)

"I cant forget you, I know you want me to want you,I want to but I cant forgive you... So when this is over dont blow your composure baby." -three cheers for five years

"I'll be your memories, your lullaby for all the time, hoping that my voice could get it right." - i swear this time i mean it

"Secret love my escape,take me far far away..secret love are you there? will you answer my prayer..please take me anywhere but here." -anywhere but here

"We were just kids in love, the summer was full of mistakes we wouldn't learn from." -kids in love

"Baby, I told myself that I'll be fine but it's a lie,I don't want to talk about it..Memories, oh they cut like knives...Deep inside I'm falling..Baby, catch me if you can" -if you can't live without me, why aren't you dead yet?

"Stealing someone's property is like eating somebody else's puke"
(June, 17,09- 9:44pm)
Just a random quote I made long ago. :)



Anyway... As I was watching my past posts on facebook, I noticed one application that now bugs me,big time. It's about this " How Boyish are you? And how girly are you?" quiz. Weirdly I got 50% boy and 50% girl as a result.

X_x??.... What was that supposed to mean? Am I have to deal with something? Haha! I kid. But yeah that application was indeed funny. Random people made different applications, and some of them are not professionals, so I really don't have to worry about the result.

But still.... I wonder what were my answers at that time. tsk tsk... Oh well, maybe I'll find the answer during my sleep... good night... ^_^

"REGRET IS ONE OF THE THOUSAND PROBLEMS PEOPLE MAY ENCOUNTER THAT'S A LITTLE BIT HARDER THAN DEATH."
(Dec 21, 09- 7pm)


Created that quote more than a year ago. Have you ever regretted anything? Nothing specific,but have you? I do have many regrets these past months. Regrets about my studies and my actions. But at that time when I made that quote,was something different. A kind of regret that means something, so important.

But few months later I grabbed the opportunity to not regret anything no more. Blinded by the consequences but I did it. Sorry if I'll refuse to write more details here but believe me, it's worth a try. :)

So if you have anything...everything unfinished about something,someone or even about yourself, don't leave it hanging.

I dont really like the word “memory”.

There was a story called “What color was that girl’s dress?”.

Two girls named “A” an “B” are recalling an old story together. Until they get into a discussion about a picture hanging on the wall of one of the staircase landings in their school. A picture of a girl picking flowers in front of a deep red sunset. -A said “oh! How nostalgic. You’re talking about the girl in a pretty yellow dress,right?” But -B said, “No,the dress she was wearing was red,just like the sunset!”…… “No,it was yellow”…. “No,it was definitely red”… “all right then, why dont we go see for ourselves?”….

So the two of them went there. They were filled with excitement as they reached the old, nostalgic school building.. and so.. what was the color of the girls dress in the picture?…can you guess it?..

The answer is…it didn’t have a color. It was just a black and white picture. The girl that wears a dark silhouette was scribbled completely with black. Yet, in their memories,both bickering girls were sure that the dress in the picture had a color.

See??.. Human memories are too vague. Thinking something has a color when it doesn’t.Making things more dramatic than they really are. Glorifying things. It gives new,greater meaning than what was actually there....

So be careful of what you choose to forget and will continue to remember.... :)

So hopefully i have something to post on my brainfarts now.... and i meant here. Screw me if i aint welcome.HAHA!.. For now i will be posting some of my old entries from friendster. Guts is what i currently need right now to post my poems and shit rainbows. So uhhh.. toodle!... zzzzz.... ^_^